Unhappy New Year

Today is the last day of the year 2007....

Din really expect my year to end like this..
Now looking back..it was an uneventful year...other than meeting her..and buying my camera..the rest was pretty much forgettable..haha..

The year started at Fortis Private Banking Singapore..was working there as a credit admin assistant..boring job..but meet some good pple there..hope to meet them again..

Next bought my nikon d80 camera..it's a good investment..cos it's all i haf now..

Got to noe her in late april..think it's the 26th of april..my life changed ever since..our friendship bossomed..and i made her the sockcuppaper aka rainbow tots for her birthday...soon after..love was seal wif a kiss..i nv look back ever since cos i tot i'll be wif her to the end..open our apple farm somewhere in Aussie or new Zealand..i'll take care of the apples..she takes care of me..tt was our goal..we even save up for it..the $5 hearts....7 mths have past since i first got to noe her..lots haf changed..but one thing remain unchanged...i still love her and i still miss her all the time..

I'm glad that she's happy wif her new life..new bf..new goals..but i'll be a hypocrite if i were to say it din hurt..it hurt like hell...really..it's been 2 mths since we broken up..well..she nv really did mention the breakup to me..it just hpn..well..wad else could i do??she's in someone else's arms now...till diz very day i still dun really understand y things become like that..she oso said she dunno..maybe it's bcos she din wanna face me wif the facts..i dunno..

But seeing her happy is the best comfort for me now..i live on that fact..it's her new bf's bdae today..i hope they'll be really happy..i hope i'll be happy too..haha..can i??ahaha..

anyway..the year had come to an end..i can only hope for a better 2008...well..everyone is hoping for that too isn't it..haha..

If u ever hpn to read diz..i hope u're happy..i'll fulfill my promises..not asking anything for return..so dun feel bad accepting them..i just meant well..and lastly..live well..u'll not go blind..dun worry..all the best for the year 2008 and years to come..dun forget me..= )

Tofu

This is a simple dish... I had wanted to make for her..

But now...

Hope she'll see diz and be able to appreciate it..

Ingredients:

Tofu

Prawns

Dried scallops

What hurts the most..was being so close

Memories of the past few mths..

We never had any bad memories..that's y it's so hard to understand why all diz is hpning...
Though we were only together for less than half a year..i was ready to settle down for her already..
I really love her..
And now i can only see her in my dreams..=(

The puzzle

The puzzle, originally uploaded by pinkass.

Filling up the missing pieces of the heart..

Many spent a lifetime looking for that one true love..
We may stumble along the way.. but it's just another piece of the puzzle to fill up the heart..

One day you'll fill it up completely..and that's the time when you'll find your one true love..

I dedicate this to those who are looking or just lost someone you love..learn to move on and take things naturally..and not lose hope..for this season of love may just be in your favour..

Love

Love, originally uploaded by pinkass.

Love is fragile..
Anything and everything can make or break a relationship..
Den why do we spent our lives looking for that one true love???

My Skin

My Skin, originally uploaded by pinkass.

These are my skin...
They cover me so that people won't know what's beneath it...

They hide my feelings....my emotions...my sorrows...

Guitar Heart

Guitar heart, originally uploaded by pinkass.
Reflection off the body of the guitar creating the other side of the "Heart"

I've lost that person to replace the reflection with to complete the heart..

She always wanted to learn how to play guitar..so i took up a course to learn it..but in the end..she's found someone else....
Everyday i would practice a little in hope for her return one day..
so i could play her a song that i've been practising on..