Time travel

Into the third month at Apixels, getting used to the work, irregular schedules, and the " interesting people ". The work place environment is good, no difficult person which I cannot handle. Still doing pretty much the same stuff after two months, which is not what I anticipated. Was hoping to be able to learn much more than the current level. What they have is experience which needs to be shared, but not so much yet. I can ask alot but without the experience, it's not enough, not happening fast enough.
Finance is tight. Got lots of bills to pay, more than half the salary goes to bills and parents' allowance. This is not the way to go. I need to be financially more stable to pursue a passion like this. Working for people to achieve this dreams is not going to allow me to support a family and be financially free.
I think i'm going to leave Apixels soon or later, probably sooner and go back to the finance sector, earn my capital so as to go after my goals. Everything revolves around money. Without it, everything is harder. I just hope it'll be a good closure to 2010, and a brand new start to a new decade.

Did some cooking for gatherings and received pretty good comments. It's a joy to cook for people and and they appreciates it. Hope for more this festive season!

Was watching Fringe season 2 White Tulip episode. It's about time traveling to correct a wrong, to save a love one, to erase a " regret " . Asked myself what I want to do if I've got such a chance to go back and redo something in my life i regretted deeply and something I can do better, the first thing which came to mind was year 2007. Go back to 3 years ago and start over from there. Many things happened that year. After I finish my NSF days, working at fortis, getting my first camera, meeting Audrey and of course my studies.
I wold want to establish strong contacts with the people at fortis, I would want to do more with my photography, I would want to study smarter and harder and most importantly, I want to treasure Audrey . I can go on and on about what/how I would have done better with her, so many things I want to redo, to make things work between me and her.

Time travel don't exist in my lifetime.
I can only imagine.
Hope you're doing well.