Busy

Having been updating much..been busy..went back for reservist..it was hell..but meeting up with old mates was well worth it..trying to win over an assignment on food photography..details to be sorted out..been doing up a new photoblog..details to be released asap..
Completed my first wish..an urgent wish with make a wish foundation..wish the wish family all the best..pray for hope..and hope good things will be delivered..
Give thanks that I'm able to be part of a do good organization..
Ashton is growing steadily..now he's about 5 kg already..a little chubby..but adorable nonetheless..gonna do up an album for him..so need to gather more photos =)
Camera (D80) is flying off again...it has traveled to more countries than me already =( need to get some cash in my pocket and go travel again..can't wait =)

Micheal Jackson's passed away..there are many negative reports about him but i believe with death..all else doesn't matter..we should remember his brilliance..his moonwalk..robot dance..popping and locking..his songs..by now his cd sales should be on fire..it's funny when one's not around anymore people then start to notice this person again..buying his songs..as a keep sake..or what?



-Don't wait till it's too late to tell someone you care that you love them-

Time waits for no man..but for this moment..it's captured forever..and that's the beauty of Photography !

Ashton's 1st mth

One month has passed..so quick..Ashton is one month young..haha..still not much change in terms of size..still sleep a lot..like me..haha...
Best time of one's life is when you're still a child..everyone showers you with love and care..though you may not remember much..but the love you will never forget..

So cheers to more happy days ahead for Ashton whose life journey just started..keeping things simple just like now..being happy and content..loved and loving...

-Happy 1st Month ! -

Disappointment

Disappointment is aplenty in life..

Read something I'm not supposed to have read earlier on..Knowing oneself is not good and people telling you that you're not good enough is two different issue..
Knowing you're not good enough, there's room for you to improve..at your pace and on your own..Knowing that others feel you're not good makes things a tat tougher..because they'll already have a bad impression and as we not it's not easy to change one's perception..and as such..double the effort is needed..

A lot of time I question myself what am I gonna do for the rest of my life..and most of the time I've no freaking idea..when i picked up the camera, i thought I've gotten something in the bag..something that I'm good at..something that i can out do others..at least something that I enjoy doing..somewhere down the road when I started thinking maybe I can try and see if I can carve a career out of this hobby..and that's when things starts to become complicated..
When I'm shooting on my own..things is simpler..easier..I only answer to myself..I can take my time to improve my technique..But when you have people to answer to..people breathing down your neck..things certainly gets harder..
I've been getting critiques like suggestive critiques...for example if I do this and that it'll be better..and I appreciate such comments..and if I have a good reason for doing what I did..I'll rebuke..but today's comment was a flat lousy..and that's tough to take in..
And furthermore when it was supposed to be spoken behind your back..that just stinks..I rather is a direct comment so I can find out where has gone wrong..and so I kinda not know how to react..

One setback is not going to hinder me..but I just have to keep things back to simpler terms and not be overly concern about what other people says..good suggestive/constructive comments I'll take..others..you'll bound to hear..and I should try to take it easy..

Lesson learnt..Don't read messages that's not meant for you..haha..

I'll bounce back like I always do...

-Ignorance is a bliss-

Sick day...

Sick..sianz..sux...
It always happens when i'm having exams..
late nights takes a toll on our body..
popped a couple of pills..feeling drowsy..tts y taking a break..
was toking abt how much stuff i've to chun out after my exams..abt 3 sets of photos..reservice..1 and 6 days...another 2 shoots in June..when can i go for my long deserved holiday??? hmmm...
When you're busy with stuff..your mind wanders less...an idle's mind is a devil's playground..stupid thoughts tends to be planted to your minds when your mind is idling..so to an extent it's good to be busy..

Just started using lightroom..feels good..and best of all..i can do batch adjustment under similar conditions..unlike the case in photoshop..further processing is still needed to be done on photoshop though..but still..i think i'll stick to lightroom for simple editing for the time being..it's time saving..and time is money...

prison break has come to an end for season 4..and it appears to be the last season..hmmm..been following the series for yrs now..kinda miss it..plus the ending is not the best..there's a debate about a possible season 5..but with the main character dead..i wonder how..but hopefully there will be a season 5 =)

saw a photography competition..but deadline is 2 days from now..real tight..had the photos but can't find help to get them ready as i have 2 papers for the next 2 days..arghhh...

going back to mug...two more days to go..hmmmm

-Certain things are not meant to be...and i knew it-

Regrets

Regrets is also a form of beauty..because there's still something for us to feel regret about..

-Happiness can be so simple-

Sleeping beauty

Good nights people..sleep tight..sweet dreams =)