zesty

Been thinking about doing postgrad after this year..a degree is simply not enough these days..so was telling a friend if i manage to get my second upper..i'll try to apply for one in UK..so that'll be my short term plan...

weather these days really horrible..it's either wet or warm and humid...so looking forward to cooling days..scouted University of Bristol..looks good..partly because it says the entry requirement is a minimum of second upper class honours..which is still achievable..first class is of course beyond reach..

i'm bored..it's time for something to refresh myself =)

Confession

blogger has been giving me lots of problems..which explains the absence..

just gotten my results..not fantastic..but expected..at least the how much effort yields how much results theory works..so my First class is effectively gone unless miracle happens..can only aim for Second upper..hmmm..

gotten a new tripod..so will be looking to do more products macro and landscape..

a lot of things we put in effort..but that doesn't guarantee a result we'll be pleased with..like the food photography assignment i was hoping to land..even though i was rather pleased with the works i submit for selection..given the restriction i had..but it still didn't go my way..simply because i think they felt i'm not experience or qualified for it..fair enough..no hard feelings..but hard work don't give you success..so what matters is that we enjoy the process..
and this applies to many other areas in life..lesson is we should not always expect too much in return for our every effort..and take in the positives not just from results but also the process..

always felt i had this confession to make..i'm still thinking of her...

and i dun like to be made use off =(

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gone

haven't been blogging much..blogger seems to be doing some upgrading works..i've been busy with wishes at make a wish...this week shld be better..currently shooting a similar event to last year's Disney event..dunno izzet me or them..the first time always go wrong..
Saw Kobe Bryant up close and personal..really friendly..not what i had expected..
slowly starting to set up my photography biz and works..a simple website created..details will be update soon..photoplay blog is on the way..
slowly slowly making my way into the scene..

holidays are hard to pass nowadays..especially when my creative juices runs out on me..

when someone tells you not wait..do you keep on waiting?
a matter of worth it or not..but how do you measure...
somethings we can live with..somethings we cannot..
where do you draw the line?

i nid more assignment..so broke..

Busy

Having been updating much..been busy..went back for reservist..it was hell..but meeting up with old mates was well worth it..trying to win over an assignment on food photography..details to be sorted out..been doing up a new photoblog..details to be released asap..
Completed my first wish..an urgent wish with make a wish foundation..wish the wish family all the best..pray for hope..and hope good things will be delivered..
Give thanks that I'm able to be part of a do good organization..
Ashton is growing steadily..now he's about 5 kg already..a little chubby..but adorable nonetheless..gonna do up an album for him..so need to gather more photos =)
Camera (D80) is flying off again...it has traveled to more countries than me already =( need to get some cash in my pocket and go travel again..can't wait =)

Micheal Jackson's passed away..there are many negative reports about him but i believe with death..all else doesn't matter..we should remember his brilliance..his moonwalk..robot dance..popping and locking..his songs..by now his cd sales should be on fire..it's funny when one's not around anymore people then start to notice this person again..buying his songs..as a keep sake..or what?



-Don't wait till it's too late to tell someone you care that you love them-

Time waits for no man..but for this moment..it's captured forever..and that's the beauty of Photography !

Ashton's 1st mth

One month has passed..so quick..Ashton is one month young..haha..still not much change in terms of size..still sleep a lot..like me..haha...
Best time of one's life is when you're still a child..everyone showers you with love and care..though you may not remember much..but the love you will never forget..

So cheers to more happy days ahead for Ashton whose life journey just started..keeping things simple just like now..being happy and content..loved and loving...

-Happy 1st Month ! -