first time blogging on mobile..kinda cool :) reason being..damn computer is down! like dunno how many million times already..give up..gonna get a new one once i get my pay..
been awhile since last entry..now doing commercial photography at apixels..being an apprentice is tough..but cant give up the chance..the most difficult part is the waiting and not doing stuff related to photography..like now..waiting for client to approve on a simple shoot can take forever..and in between waiting..there's nothing we can do..well other than bitching about it..
But i've indeed learn quite alot in just one month's time..how to deal with people/talents..lightings..this experience will only benefit me in the future when i've the capital to start my own biz..
the most interesting thing to note is that i'm assigned to SIM's casting call ad for the following year..such is life...coincendence..oh well...
kinda miss school too..will be doing CFA later probably register in dec for june's exams..so will be doing some studying again :)
planning to go for a long trip some time next year..still trying to link the places i wanna go..somewhere less humid than singapore..haha..saving hard now..
19 minutes have passed since client's last email..there's still no reply !
and 19 minutes will become a few hours..damn..almost OT every..driving me nuts..dunno if i can take this for how long more..
get back to work for now...........
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
updates
back from a three month hiatus..
briefly-
March till May was all about exams preparation and of course, the final exam of my boring university life.
Still not too sure about how I fare, a bit of confidence yet lingers some insecurities. But all that is past now and what's important is the future. I am currently looking for some form of overseas internship opportunity in either banking and finance service, marketing and business or advertising. Either that or I'll be doing some form of photography, probably as an assistant for some pros. not looking to jump right into a fixed nine to five job yet, as I'll not be able to get anything good out of it. Am fighting the constant battle of money vs passion. Whether I should be doing a job that I like or a job that is good in everyone's eyes. Two old folks to be taken care of here, can't be selfish, yet the urge to be in the creative business is so tempting. The freedom to pursue one's dreams and passion is something so simple, yet so complicated.
No one knows what I want, only I know.
Yet it's just so hard to make a decision. I know I just need to make that decision and I'll stick to it through the end, that ever so difficult first step. (千里之行，始于足下)
Maybe a few years out alone will hone my decision making.
Just came back from South Korea earlier this month. Was a good trip, not fantastic, but certainly one to remember for years to come. A snippet of my trip will follow later. Miss the kimchi, miss the weather, miss the minbak, miss the driving in jeju-do, miss the beautiful legs, miss being on a relaxing trip. Will be looking to go back South Korea in the other seasons and also more trips in future. Realised that I really love travelling, not just because we can go out and have fun, but more of being able to see new/different things/places and experience things that I never did in the past. Really enjoy the experience and I'll follow up with the places that I've decided to visit before I die.
And this is one other reason I cannot just do what I want. I need to plan, need to save up for these trips. If I were to become a photographer, will the income be able to cover all these things I've in mind?
briefly-
March till May was all about exams preparation and of course, the final exam of my boring university life.
Still not too sure about how I fare, a bit of confidence yet lingers some insecurities. But all that is past now and what's important is the future. I am currently looking for some form of overseas internship opportunity in either banking and finance service, marketing and business or advertising. Either that or I'll be doing some form of photography, probably as an assistant for some pros. not looking to jump right into a fixed nine to five job yet, as I'll not be able to get anything good out of it. Am fighting the constant battle of money vs passion. Whether I should be doing a job that I like or a job that is good in everyone's eyes. Two old folks to be taken care of here, can't be selfish, yet the urge to be in the creative business is so tempting. The freedom to pursue one's dreams and passion is something so simple, yet so complicated.
No one knows what I want, only I know.
Yet it's just so hard to make a decision. I know I just need to make that decision and I'll stick to it through the end, that ever so difficult first step. (千里之行，始于足下)
Maybe a few years out alone will hone my decision making.
Just came back from South Korea earlier this month. Was a good trip, not fantastic, but certainly one to remember for years to come. A snippet of my trip will follow later. Miss the kimchi, miss the weather, miss the minbak, miss the driving in jeju-do, miss the beautiful legs, miss being on a relaxing trip. Will be looking to go back South Korea in the other seasons and also more trips in future. Realised that I really love travelling, not just because we can go out and have fun, but more of being able to see new/different things/places and experience things that I never did in the past. Really enjoy the experience and I'll follow up with the places that I've decided to visit before I die.
And this is one other reason I cannot just do what I want. I need to plan, need to save up for these trips. If I were to become a photographer, will the income be able to cover all these things I've in mind?
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Heavy hearted.......
Been busy..prelims is round the corner..in march..
working hard towards it..done a couple of wedding and a corporate shoot for NUH..
Ashton was hospitalised..some unknown disease..but doctors guess it something that attacks the white blood cells..seeing him in tubes..and still playful at the same time..such is his strength to fight even at a small tender age..everything is more stable now..but reviews still have to be conducted..doctors fear the jab they gave him might have side effects on the long run and that he may have to be on medication for long..but for now..everything seems fine..and i noe it'll be ok..it just have to be..
on the lighter side..he has been through his first LNY..receiving hugs and loves and of cos lots of ang pao..
Been watching 咖啡王子一号店..really like the show..maybe it's the rich's lifestyle tt attracts me..i've been poor for too long..haha..but really, it's the simple sweet relationship between friends and lovers..and the friendly family ties that accompany the male lead..it's something i look forward to..it may be fantasy..made up...but to have a goal is good..and it's not totally impossible..go eun chan portrayed by yoon eun hye is really sweet too..it's really hard to find someone lidat in reality..which made it fresh and refershing...
lastly..been feeling heavy hearted the past couple of days..week....it's that general feeling of something is wrong in your heart..can't explain...but just not right..close to a heartache..but not close enough..not that i've got anyone new..rather..i dunno..
she's been gone for 3 years now..time flies..when you're alone..faster than you realise..faster than you can react..hmmm..still misses her at times..wonder if it's becoming a habit..if it is..den it's bad..cos i'll always remember this phrase from my primary school teacher..
"when you remove H...you still have ABIT...when you remove A...you still have that BIT...even when you shake off B...you still have IT..never start a bad habit...it'll be very hard to remove.."
will be busy again starting today...back to school..back to mugging..all coming to an end..end of studies..wads next..i wonder.....
Thursday, December 31, 2009
2010
another year passed..so quickly..it get faster every year..
new year resolution..
-graduate with at least a second upper..
-make more money..
-graduate trip to Europe..
-meet new people..make new frenz
-further my studies??
-i still want my iphone..
-be friends with her again..
-workout the body..
-eat less..
-have something memorable to look back to..
Sent her a Christmas card this year..went missing last year as i was working and everything was still in a mess..just wanna keep in touch..nothing much else..everywhere is crowed now..hope she's fine..
been busy organising meet ups with people..meeting up is good..makes me realise it's time to wake up my idea..haha..no more in school..need to start planning for future..the thing about future is you know not what will happen..if that's the case..then how to go about planning for it? everyone's going aboard..wonder when it's my turn..was rather shock to know one of my fren decided to call it quits here and go overseas for good..at least for now..to leave everything behind and go to a new environment..not easy..
Economy's picking up..hope it'll be good news for everyone next year..
I still don't see myself working for others..hmmm..strat a business then..lots of ideas..but lack the doing it...will see..
Ashton is starting to mumble stuff already..very soon he'll be calling daddy mommy..life is so simple actually..why do we complicate things when we eventually grow up...heavens should be filled with babies and children..only then there wont be complicate adults to complicate life..
need to look for 2 picture of him to contest in some cute baby competition..hmmm..gotta take more photos of my cute nephew then =)
Life should be simple..
Maybe i've been complicating things myself..should look at things in different perspective..maybe been looking at the complicated side of things..and everything just seems so impossible..giving up at times..i'm still looking for a worthy charity organisation to work with..was helping out at MAW..but things weren't what i expected..nothing wrong with MAW..just feel it's not a long term thing at MAW..
New year's eve programme really sucks..need to find some entertainment for now..
Happy New Year people..have a great one ahead..
new year resolution..
-graduate with at least a second upper..
-make more money..
-graduate trip to Europe..
-meet new people..make new frenz
-further my studies??
-i still want my iphone..
-be friends with her again..
-workout the body..
-eat less..
-have something memorable to look back to..
Sent her a Christmas card this year..went missing last year as i was working and everything was still in a mess..just wanna keep in touch..nothing much else..everywhere is crowed now..hope she's fine..
been busy organising meet ups with people..meeting up is good..makes me realise it's time to wake up my idea..haha..no more in school..need to start planning for future..the thing about future is you know not what will happen..if that's the case..then how to go about planning for it? everyone's going aboard..wonder when it's my turn..was rather shock to know one of my fren decided to call it quits here and go overseas for good..at least for now..to leave everything behind and go to a new environment..not easy..
Economy's picking up..hope it'll be good news for everyone next year..
I still don't see myself working for others..hmmm..strat a business then..lots of ideas..but lack the doing it...will see..
Ashton is starting to mumble stuff already..very soon he'll be calling daddy mommy..life is so simple actually..why do we complicate things when we eventually grow up...heavens should be filled with babies and children..only then there wont be complicate adults to complicate life..
need to look for 2 picture of him to contest in some cute baby competition..hmmm..gotta take more photos of my cute nephew then =)
Life should be simple..
Maybe i've been complicating things myself..should look at things in different perspective..maybe been looking at the complicated side of things..and everything just seems so impossible..giving up at times..i'm still looking for a worthy charity organisation to work with..was helping out at MAW..but things weren't what i expected..nothing wrong with MAW..just feel it's not a long term thing at MAW..
New year's eve programme really sucks..need to find some entertainment for now..
Happy New Year people..have a great one ahead..
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
一半
一直等 一个人 等了很久
这一场 独角戏 是很寂寞
春夏秋冬 我的窗口 只有风经过
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变得脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛
但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头
都已经空了那么久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变得脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛
但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头
都已经空了那么久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来
只有你的微笑能让我心安
只有你的拥抱可以把我填满
只有你手里的那一把钥匙
能把心打开
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来
这一场 独角戏 是很寂寞
春夏秋冬 我的窗口 只有风经过
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变得脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛
但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头
都已经空了那么久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变得脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛
但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头
都已经空了那么久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来
只有你的微笑能让我心安
只有你的拥抱可以把我填满
只有你手里的那一把钥匙
能把心打开
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来
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