Is this Goodbye??
Goodbye to the lonely nitez and lonely tears...
Goodbye to sleepless nitez spent thinking of you...
Goodbye to heartaches...for my heart is dead...
...you're no longer here...
Welcome new life...without you...
Welcome new day...still living in haze...
Welcome new moments...ever regretting...
...Moving on...yet standing still...
Holding on to memories gone...
Not knowing how or when to move on...
Missing you...all the time...getting stronger...harder to believe...
Believing that you'll be back one day...
Hoping all hopes...wishing all wishes..
...Only Knowing...still loving you...
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Falling in love is like kids playing with fire..
Everything is so amazing..and you would just totally get absorbed into it..
Blinded to all surrounding things..
And when you thought everything was great..
You're burnt..and you feel like hell..
People will tell you never to play with it again..But like a kid playing with flame..
You'll try again..only to get hurt again and again..
Until one day..you finally learnt..
Only then..can you really enjoy love..
Came up with this idea of buring away my past..my memories..but somehow..it's not really working..but the photo turns out really well..haha..wad an irony..
It's really wad i'm going tru now..like i keep saying..it's not abt moving on our wad..it's abt............
I dunno..not any more..
Over the weekend..went playing soccer with kok's frenz..they were a happy bunch..really miss those time when i was like them..always having fun..and the way some of them treated relationship..how i wish i was like them..so carefree..
i dunno..
and over lunch her name was popped up suddenly by esmond..haha..as much as i try to run..things abt her keep coming to back to me..even when i'm not thinking..
It's like as much as i'm trying not to think..it just comes back stronger..so den wad should i do.......
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